simplicity-all i ever want.

8:50 PM

HEY EVERYONE!

school's started again, and it means life shall be hellish once again. fun hell, but that's an oxymoron, so yeah. either way, i wasn't feeling too happy a few days ago, and that turned into a song. so erm, here goes. it's highly angsty, and well, just downright negative, but either way, it's a song. still trying to work out chords for it ( I HAVE A GUITARRRRRRR. my sis is in guitar ensemble in RJC, so well, she got one. and i can also use it:) and we learnt guitar last year. i sadly only got a B. i screwed up my chords. oh well. ) so yes.

it's really a song. i write a lot of things, as you guys have probably realised.

here goes.

Lost.

am I lost forever
am I just trying to breath
eam I going to
sink or swim

troubles of the world on my shoulders
angers
of others thrown at me
hatred felt by so many
dumped in my
face
emotions left unedited for me to see

when I feel the
world’s against me
and the wind blows the wrong way
words better left
unsaid come out
its when I start to wonder

am I lost
forever
am I just trying to breathe
am I going to
sink or
swim

waves of feelings erupting in my stomach
head echoes with
the words that stab so deep
when things start spinning out of control
and
the lines fade away
the blood that spills can’t be stopped

when
the colours blend together to one
everything turns translucent
hands left
grasping at thin air
and then I start my fall

am I lost
forever
am I just trying to breathe
am I going to
sink or
swim

when I’m stuck in this pit
walls all around me
someone
like you comes along
you stand above me
trying to get me out
but then I
realise I’ve been
thrown both ends of the rope

am I lost
am I
lost forever
am I just trying to breathe
am I going to
sink or
swim

am I lost
am I lost
someone tell me how to get out of
here

so now i used the side thing to make it look slightly different from the rest o fthe entry and now it got stuck. oh well. anyway, hope you guys have a good time in sec three, it's obviously hell, but i mean with camp and stuff, it'll have enough good bits too. don't give in to pressure, don't screw your selves up, stay clear of trouble, and spread the love. when you love people and everything including annoying teachers and lessons on Golgi Body, it'll love you in turn.
love makes the world go right. and when things go right, you'll smile. otherwise you'll end up like me wasting away your free time writing angsty things like that:)
that said, i'm actually proud of the song.
whee.
i <3>
LOTS AND LOTS OF 6B LOVE,
ronald.

PS: i dunno if you remember, but kiranjeet from MCS, erm, she was 2 years our junior, so P4 when we were in P6, she was headprefect of her batch, and she's now in cedar! isn't that cool? and she remembers mua! ah...mcs.

SO DEEP